Whither

Verily, verily, I say unto thee, When thou wast young, thou girdedst thyself, and walkedst whither thou wouldest: but when thou shalt be old, thou shalt stretch forth thy hands, and another shall gird thee, and carry thee whither thou wouldest not.
— John 21:18

Yes, and whither I would, I shall not. Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner.